yada yada

2005-03-03T22:14:00.000+08:00

gf and i during june hols.

2005-03-03T22:13:00.000+08:00

we're on our way to the pool aft june hols remedial.

2005-03-03T22:11:00.000+08:00

gf and i during june hols.

2005-01-28T23:55:00.000+08:00

THANK GOD ITS FINALLY FRIDAY!

this is fab. i can get to sleep in tmr.
wah i have been shacked to the ultimate for this week.
i think i'm falling sick soon, and i hope i do so i can have MC.

stupid junda is finally leaving.
i hate him and that bitchy mom of his, period.

did a lil shopping with mummy just now.
bought the shiseido lash curler (FINALLY) and mascara.
and she FINALLY bought me the Very Irresistible Givenchy!
WOOHOO!!!
i'm a happy girl now. -beams.

and anyways, i'll do sth to my blog to prevent undesired and unwanted beings to appear here.

gf: eh you better take care of your "is that your heel or what?". it seems like we're both extremely busy beings, but i'll try my very best to find time to meet up, along with ching. ok maybe i'll try and fake sick again larh.

i've got a long day ahead tmr. i better go sleep.

good night, world.

2005-01-23T13:48:00.000+08:00

alright. where the fuck is my shout box?
i'm getting pissed already.

2005-01-23T13:38:00.000+08:00

wenjing's at my place now. haven't seen her in eons.

ok anyway, i wanna watch like 43582180 movies!

there's Constantine, Phantom of the Opera, Elektra, Hotel Rwanda, Kinsey, Aviator and there're alot more larh.

ok next week ching and i shall go watch Phantom after our tanning session.
then hopefully, on sunday gabe and i can watch Aviator or sth?

oh did i mention i went shopping with celeste a few days back?
so i bought 3 tops and 1 bottom. feel so satisfied. (:
but i'll continue shopping another day.

oh yeah, i bought vernice a tee from adidas.
that silly girl loves it so much.
and i love her so much as well.
she always brightens up my day when she hugs me. (:

alrighty, back to work on microsoft word. (HATE IT)

2005-01-23T01:18:00.000+08:00

now, i really wanna go over to aussie or the states to study.

i already missed the application date (sort of) to get into college. ):

so anyway, my mom's plan is: i get my diploma and go overseas for uni.

that'll be like 3/4 years later. -sulks.

2005-01-22T17:19:00.000+08:00

aunt huimin just dropped by my place.
man, i must say she's still as hot and pretty as ever.

she came to return us our winter wear.
gosh i felt super nostalgic when i saw my jacket and gloves. -sulks.

besides that, she bought us some korean tidbits.
oh yeah that got me excited. haha.
right now i'm munching on this Jeju Cactus Chocolate.
yeah, its cactus. it tastes quite good i must say.

think i'm going to burlington square one day to get all my korean tidbits.
and yes, i needa head down to ikea soon.
and not forgetting, TANNING.

chingyyyyy, we'll head down to our private pool next week yeah?

2005-01-20T20:46:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhh!
-pulls hair.

i'm so damn shacked can.
slept at nearly 4 last night.
and was almost late for work today; i over slept, you see.

but anyhow, i'm extremely determined to finish everything by tuesday.

ok i needa go tanning soooooooon. am getting fairer and fairer.
might be meeting up with chingy tmr.

anyway, the 2 of us went to watch Fockers on monday.
its rather funny but not THAT fantastic larh.
i give it 3 and a half outta 5 pieces of nacho chips with lotsa melted cheese.

oh yeah, before that we chilled at tcc. love it there.
after the movie, we headed down to esplanade.
took pics and walked to fullerton, and to clarke quay.
it was extremely quiet. well, its a monday.
we'll be going back again with jackie to photo taking. ((:

so these are the pics we took in tcc with my cam.
the others are in her cam.
we'll wait for that.

2005-01-20T20:38:00.001+08:00

us.

2005-01-20T20:38:00.000+08:00

i like. (:

2005-01-20T20:35:00.000+08:00

me.

2005-01-20T20:34:00.000+08:00

this is it honey! its the warm chocolate lava cake thingy from tcc.

2005-01-20T01:26:00.000+08:00

chatting with dear pal gabe now.
we're sorta planning "our date" next week.

i'm getting sleepy
only have 4 hours of sleep yesterday.

i think i'm gonna get cough and sore throat soon,
which i detest, alot.

i know my blogskin is horrifying. its only a temp one.

oh i stumbled upon this forum under the food section.
the heading was "haagen dazs steamboat"
that raised my brow.
then there were pics. it was actually a chocolate FONDUE!
-slaps forhead.
the girl's obviously some kinda lianlian girl who's never heard of the word 'fondue'.

but anyhow, the fondue looks heavenly larh.
will try it, soon.

i'm gonna blog hop and mock at ppl.

bye.

2005-01-17T13:21:00.000+08:00

have been MIA for a week or so.
was really busy for the whole week.
so its update time!

monday, 100105
worked for half day then met up with gf in sch.
collected my bursary (((: and i'm a hundred fifty richer. ka-ching!
then helped out a lil in the cca stuff.
i basically just bummed ard larh.
snapped a few pics then left with gf.
headed to town; we wanted to get havaiannas flip flops.
ok but i reckon they're not very nice.
wenta flash&splash to continue our search for pretty-lookin flip flops.
and we both thought they weren't very nice either.

aft that we wenta tcc at cine.
we were literally drooling over this chocolate lava thingy.
and we'll be back for more. -beams.

later on we headed to glass house to wait for auntie doreen to pick us up (ok thats gf's aunt).
took pics while waiting.
had dinner at auntie doreen's place. food was fab.
and lola's such a cutie. however, i do not like to golden retriever, polo.
cos she likes to bark! ):
watched telly and took more pics there.
aft that, auntie doreen gave me a lift home.
ok, i like her.

the rest of the week
nth unusual happened. just work and more work, at The Dreaded Place.

saturday, 150105
attended uncle ruibin's church wedding.
oooh, the church is b-e-a-utiful.
but on the other hand, it looks like the Mandai Crematorium, really.

met up with alvin later in the day.
that bitch was awfully late. -grumbles.
then met up with hong and wei.
meet the fockers was sold out. damn!
waited for sophia to turn up. she was the latest larh.
so anyway, we watched Omen.
its not a horror movie but i thought i was pretty alright.
i give it 3 outta 5 pieces of nachos with a speck of melted cheese.

aft that we had dinner at cafe cartel.
we ordered the seafood platter and shared it.
the platter was really good.
then we headed home aft that, cos sophia and i are cinderallas.

sunday, 160105
attended the wedding dinner at UIC Building in shenton way.
food was really good, and auntie angela looked fab.
you know, i think a wedding means a lot to a girl.
i wanna experience the whole thing.
like, to take wedding pics, get a hotel ballroom and whatnots.
hmmm, i think that'll be like a decade later.

anyway, sis and i cabbed back home aft the dinner.
i had to call for one cos it was rather late and there were almost no cabs in sight.
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now, its 1242 pm and i'm home, blogging.
why? cos i ponned work. haha.
was really tired this morning so i msged ernny, telling her i had diarrhoea.
falalala.
i hope aunt chris doesn't call me to ask abt my "diarrhoea".
i'll be meeting chingy girl later to watch meet the fockers.
yeah i'm slow, haven't caught that yet.

aiya, i'm craving for some mocha frap.
haven't had that in 453579831 years. ):

am bored.

2005-01-08T13:25:00.000+08:00

ahhh great. its finally the weekends.
it'd never felt so good.

decided to reflect on what i did and what happened in the year 2004.

firstly, 2004 has been a good year, yet not so good year for me.
the first 2 months of the year really sucked, a hell lot.

March: tests almost every week(now i kinda miss studying for tests). then march 20th was the drill competition, where we got a SILVER.

April and May: nothing special, except for mid year exams.

June: had regional camp. met nice people. before that was my sweet 16 (15th june). celebrated it with Hui and JH.

July and August: racial harmony day was on 21st july. wore a sari along with gf, ching, fae and JH. i rmbed Hui, JH, Alex Ching and i wenta town for seoul garden after that.

September: what else but prelims? didn't really mug hard cos i wasn't intending to go to JC. L1R4 - 19 L1R5 - 29

October: what else but mugging, and more mugging? what else but TYS, and more TYS?

November: i guess the 2 most important "events" of 2004 happened during this month, and on the same day (i feel like i'm gonna cry).
first: had O Levels. it was finally over on the 22nd. i studied like peanuts plaese. its 13 hours a day.
second: gonggong passed away on the 22nd, too. was supposed to go celebrate after the last paper, but 9 hours later, i was mourning over his death.

December: gave the class chalet a miss, cos i wasn't in a mood. haven't got over gonggong's death yet. (then the very bitchy yuanping was being an ultimate bitch please. she think she's god or sth. -smirks). started work at The Dreaded Place, am still working there till now.

so that's my 2004. an unexciting year.
but hey! i thought it was great at the same time.
there were lotsa sweet moments and memories and whatnots, but i just didn't type it out.

kat: darling, thank you soooooooooooo much for always being there when i needed a shoulder to cry on. you have the most reliable shoulders. thanks so much. (:

gf: babe, i've known you wayyyyyyyy back then; like since P4? haha. you've made my secondary school life sweet and memorable. and those sec1 and sec2 quarrels were really immature sounding, right? much love. (:
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tmr is the 49th day of gonggong's death.
so the whole family will be going over to the monastery.
did i ever mention the whole funeral costed abt $22 000?
yeah, its THAT much.
the food's ex, but nice. and its air-conditioned.
anyway, i think tmr there will be more crying-s.

uncle john told us that gonggong came to sgp from china when he was 13, with only $12.
he started off working as a coffeeboy in a kopitiam and slept on top of a latrine.
and now, he's got all the riches; all summing up to i-don't-know.
he even has his own kindergarden back in china.

alright, i gotta get back to typing.
shits larh, i hate going to The Dreaded Place.
ok now i like Drnest, Clement, Jasper and Benedict. (:

2005-01-04T20:36:00.000+08:00

uh huh! haven't updated for quite some time.
i'll just start from where i can rmb.

went out with kat darling on wednesday (29th).
i miss that girlie so frigging much please.
wenta town. was supposed to watch "meet the fockers" but that girl.... (haha!)
shopped ard. wenta taka to take a look at ______.
he has nice eyes. haha.

bumped into lynn and chatted up that itsy bitsy bit.
kat and i don't really know her anyway.
then we bumped into narene, angie and daniel.
aft that we went somewhere else (i can't rmb already).
and home we went!

thursday--> blablabla

friday--> half day at work. wenta aunt chris's place at night for NYE countdown.
hardly anyone was there. so we left at ard 1230am.

sat--> went to aunt erica's place for stayover.
played tennis.
oooooh. i love tennis. so damn fun please.
then headed to the gym. it felt so good
went up for dinner. i hafta admit uncle victor is sucha fab cook.

our conversation...
me: whao. why is your alcohol collection increasing everytime i come?
him: -grins. well, you can help yourself, but please don't drink too much.

haha. he's nice larh.
so i helped myself to the 12 year old chivas regal, some chardonnay, some "sth else that i can't rmb" and vanilla vodka.
the vodka's damn smooth please. ahhhh.

then blablabla.
watched kungfu hustle again.
still thought it was very funny.

so, monday was the first day of school (not for me of cos).
those pri 1 kids looked so damn adorable in their uniform.
my benedict is still as lovely as before. (:

argh. i'm so dreading my work larh.
so frigging bored. think i'm gonna work till the end of january,
then maybe join jackie. the pay's higher too.
oh yeah. i got paid already. i feel rich! haha.

ok i like clement cos he's smart.
and i hate junda cos he's irritating, so is his mum.

alrighty. i'll go watch cable teevee now.
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

2005-01-04T20:29:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL

2004-12-28T23:28:00.000+08:00

i'll just get straight to the point.
this entry will entirely be on the killer waves that hit asia on sunday.

the teachers at the Dreaded Place just realised that celine and her sister, cleveline are still in thailand.
they went over there for a xmas holiday on saturday.
we still have no news of the girls, and are all damn worried.
no one knows if they're at phuket or pattaya.
they're so young (celine's 6, cleveline's 4) and adorable (irrelevant, i know).
man, i hope they're fine.

watched channel news asia just now.
i teared when i saw those images of dead bodies, littering the streets.
it was so heartbreaking.
my maid's extremely worried for her family, esp her children.
they're all in indonesia, but dont know where.
she called her sister (who's working in sgp) and she said her family heard about the waves and shifted away.
so now, she doesn't know where they are, and whether they're safe or not.

Countries affected by earthquake

Indonesia

The earthquake measuring 9.0 on the Richter scale hit at about 0800 locat time. (0100 GMT). Its epicentre was off the western Indonesian island of Sumatra.

Soon after a wall of water up to 10 metres high hit Aceh and North Sumatra.

Aceh, being the closest to the epicentre is believed to be the worst hit.

The death toll in Indonesia skyrocketed from just hundreds on Sunday, (26 December) to over 4,000 by Monday (27 December) afternoon.

India

The southern coast of India was hit by tsunami waves, with Madras the hardest hit. Other states affected were Andhra Pradesh, Kerala and Pondicherry.

Families are still waiting for the hundreds of fishermen who have gone missing and scores of bodies are reportedly washed up on the beaches.

The United Nation has issued a warning that unless health services manage to cope with unprecedented disaster, an epidemic will likely set in soon.

As at 0900 GMT Monday (27 December) India has started burying or cremating their dead with thousands others still unaccounted for.

Sri Lanka

The long stretch of the eastern coastline of Sri Lanka has been devastated by crashing waves.

Waves as high as 6 metres have reportedly pounded the shores of Muttur and Trincomalee.

The death toll is fast climbing with close to 5,000 confirmed dead by Monday (27 December) afternoon.

More than a million others have been rendered homeless.

Thailand

Badly affected by the tsunami waves was the western coast of southern Thailand.

Phuket and the Phi Phi islands were devastated and the mainland resorts of Karbi and Phang Nga were also hit.

Some tourists have managed to get out of Thailand and flown into Singapore which has fairly unaffected by the tidal waves except for some tremor felt on Sunday (26 December) morning.

Malaysia

The northern island of Penang was hardest hit with eyewitness recounting seeing whole families being swept away by the waves.

Families are forced out of their homes and many fear more tsunami waves.

The mainland states of Kedah and Perak were also afffected.

dead bodies

indian fishermen used this box to carry the body of a baby

"The rotting corpses of quake victims piled up Tuesday on Indonesia's Sumatra island where more than 27,000 were dead and more lives were threatened by the possibility of disease outbreaks"

"With the scale of the catastrophe rapidly unfolding, the confirmed number of dead in 10 countries shot up to 55,175, with Indonesia's Aceh province accounting for half of those killed, or 27,174. "

this is real bad.
my heart goes out to all whose friends and family are affected by this disaster.

2004-12-26T16:34:00.000+08:00

let me do a proper update.

wednesday
wrapped pressies (not the ones i bought) in the Dreaded Place.
there abt 70 of them.
i love wrapping. thats why i did the best job. haha. (:
then we prepared the stuff needed for the christmas carnival which was on thursday.
we invaded the dark room and moved manymany boxes out.

wenta get pressies aft work.
was on a super tight budget and felt so darn broke. ):

thursday
yinpeng's finally back.
somehow i felt weird working without her ard me.
wrapped more pressies in the morning. shifted the carnival stuff into the pavillion.
shifted the christmas tree out, and re-decorated it (it became disastrous aft it was shifted).
ernny, miss tan and i had some troubles with the angel (the deco).
i think i'll just die if i dropped it, which i almost did.
then ben.yeo and the other older kids came to help out.

the carnivcal started.
initially, i was in charge of tending the "hockey" stall.
then chinrong wanted to change with me.
so i went over to this really dumb ball game stall.
and then, wenyao asked if we could switch stalls.
so, i went over (again) to his stall,
which was fun!
it was fun cos i getta play with water guns.
heh heh. my fav please. ((:
those kids took advantage and i got wet after 15 mins.
but it was fun afterall.

carnival ended and we cleaned up the pavillion.
prepared for the prize giving ceremony.
but before that, i was santarina for the ~~day~~night.
i just kept laughing cos i felt weird.
honghong and chinrong were santas.
honghong was requested to dance, and i must admit he did a great job in shaking his booty.
it was really funny and entertaining.

then, it was gift exchange time (for the kids only).
took pics with some kids.
everyone left, and it was packing up/cleaning up time again.
ben.yeo and minghong wenta get dinner for us.
no, it wasn't any good food. sadly, it was just cup noodles.
but ivan, michelle, yinpeng and i were satisfied enough.

then blablabla (still packing).
they opend a bottle of jacob's creek to celebrate the "success".
yeah yeah. but the "free labourers" didn't feel very good (not me larh).
walked back with honghong.
he wanted to share a cab home cos he thought i was high aft many cups of jacob's creek.
nope, i wasn't.

friday
work was half-day, until 2pm.g
grams, aunt pagon and uncle LC came over for christmas dinner.
the food was fab. all my fav.
courtesy of my dearest mummy. HAHA.
she knew i'd be miserable staying home on xmas eve, so she let me decide the dinner menu.
-beams.
so i decided on her oh-so-cheesy-and-delicious cabonara, extremely-tasty sheperd's pie and honey grilled chicky wings.
ok i know you're hungry just by reading this.
dessert was TIRAMISU babeh! hohoho!
this is her award-winning dessert. HAHA.

then blablabla (i'm really lazy to type)

saturday
date with gf.
i haven't seen her for one whole month!
wenta get gelato then walked to cine to get our tix for kungfu hustle.
then crossed over to heeren and chilled at NYDC.
had their cheesecake. yum yum.
took lotsa pics.
updated on each other, and took more pics.
then we went for the movie.
it was darn funny. had a good dose of laughter.

aft the movie, we crossed over again to heeren for dinner at billy bombers.
before that we wenta take neos.
we shared one set of fish fries, knowing that the portion's enormous.
took pics again.
we reckoned that one waiter was very familiar.
he was from opss. his name is jian wei.
we don't know him larh. we just peeked at his name tag. haha
gf even snapped a pic of him, doing a rather funny action.
she's so rude! invade ppl's privacy. HAHA.

then blablabla. we headed back home.

oh yes. i bought a fossil wallet. (:
i can't wait to get that watch!!

and today i'll be home, typing worksheets.
think i'll go get some tiramisu now.
lumdeedums!

2004-12-25T11:10:00.000+08:00

MERRY XMAS TO ALL

2004-12-20T20:40:00.000+08:00

alrighty, shoutbox's up. so are my links.

was at some food fair at suntec on saturday.
ate till i wanted to throw up.

met up with yinpeng aft that.
brenda's dad came to pick us up; he gave us a lift to hanna's place.
had bbq there with her family members (ppl that we really didn't know at all).
we chilled at the porch while waiting for my mum to pick me up.
mummy then sent yinpeng home.
hmmmm. i like that girl. (:

yesterday was Sports Day. HAHA.
played badminton with mummy and my maid.
i'm beginning to love it already. too bad i can only play on weekends.
then we decided to hit the pool.
swam a couple of laps. it has been so long since i swam.
felt real good aft that.

yinpeng's off on a cruise to "i don't know where".
that lucky girl. she can be away from that Dreaded Place for 3 days.

ahhhhh. benedict's so darn cute please!
he's my boyfriend No. 1. joshua's my No. 2 and Jasper's my No. 3
HAHA.
ok if you guys are wondering, these 3 males are only 6 this year.
they're only lil boys larh.
and honghong calls me a paedohpile. wth.
they're just extremely cute boys larh.
they make my stay at the Dreaded Place slightly more enjoyable.

ok i can't wait to go WWW (wild wild wet) with benyeo and co. next week.
oh did i mention what happened at WWW last week?

ok here goes...
yinpeng and i didn't really get to play.
we were taking care of kids, really.
then towards the end, the 2 of us went to the jacuzzi pool, where the older kids were.
that was where the fun began.
the boys started splashing water at the both of us.
then blablabla (lazy to type larh).
yinpeng and i wenta pull benyeo's shorts.
but apparently, it just wouldn't come off!
then he carried me, by the leg, around the jaccuzi pool.

i don't think it looked very good.
cos he was grabbing me by my leg and i was holding on to his arm,
so it looked like as if we were hugging in the water.
yes i know. rather unsightly.

KAT! I HATE YOU! YOU TOLD ME ONLY 3 DAYS LATER! WHY DON'T YOU TELL ME 3 YEARS LATER?! BUT ANYHOW, YOU KNOW I STILL LOVE YOU TO BITS, RIGHT? I'M REALLY HAPPY FOR YOU DARLING. ALL THE BEST TO YOU GUYS! ((:

2004-12-18T10:13:00.000+08:00

ok my html is a lil screwed for now.
the shoutbox and links are gone. will fix them some other day.

and i'm going out soon; to the food fair at suntec.
i swear i'm gonna put on a few pounds after that. ):

yes, ching's back.
she did have fun, as much as i did last year.
the korean food is just superbly fab larh.
ooooooooooooooooooooooh.

where's My Big Teddy Bear?

2004-12-15T22:37:00.001+08:00

hey chingy! welcome back to sgp, your warm and sunny green island!

2004-12-15T22:37:00.000+08:00

back for an update.

the band performance was ok larh.
took pics. will upload soon.
walked to fullerton hotel, and to boat quay.
passed by chocolate bar and bumped into nicholas.
he's working there.
i got a frigging shock when he called me.
and that kah hoe (spell?) guy was there too.

had dinner at this northen indian restaurant at boat quay.
the interior's beautiful (very indie. like DUH).

i begin to detest my job.
its all because of my aunt. its not that she chided me or whatsoever.
its just that, yinpeng and i both don't like the environment and stuff.
i don't know how to explain, period.

ok i haven't called up the belly-dancing school yet.
was supposed to call last weekend.
procrastinator

wild wild wet tmr.
yinpeng and i decided to prove her wrong and take good care of the kids, instead of playing on our own.

i guess ching's back already. she hasn't contacted any of us, yet.
i'll pinch her butt when i see her (i don't know why i said that).

met up with alvin last night for dinner.
has pasta, and i couldn't finish mine.
chatted/bitched/gossiped for an hour or so.
then it was the climax!
ok this is really funny larh (to the both of us, at least)
we're supposed to go to the washrooms,
and we both entered the wrong one!
but it wasn't THAT bad for me, cos i realised it once i put one foot in.
whereas that bitch was happily touching his hair in fronta the LADIES' mirror!
ROFL.

i have no life at all.
this really sucks.

2004-12-11T11:40:00.000+08:00

snow city was pretty fine yesterday.
the only part i hated was having to help my 5 kids dress up.
omg. i was damn pissed can.
everything's so messy!

took the slide manymany times with yinpeng and the older kids.
thought that it wasn't very cold cos i have experienced an even colder temp.
KOREA! ahhhhh!
i wonder how's ching doing over there. she shld be back soon?

will be bleaching my hair later. DIY larh.

oooooooh yesss.
i'll be taking up belly dancing with my dear yinpeng!
was considering between violin, yoga and belly dancing.
wanted to try sth really new, so decided on belly dancing.
but the main problem is, we can only have lessons on weekends.
so i'm currently searching for dance schools online.
can't wait! ((:

will be going to Esplanade tmr to watch some FREE performance.
its some band performance larh.

ok i decided not to talk to That Man.
since when did we even talk?

whatever.

2004-12-09T20:22:00.000+08:00

work has been fab.
i get along with Yenping very well.
she's very nice.

gf just cancelled our appointment on saturday. )):
but i understand, totally.

daniel came to my place 2 nights ago to "do sth to my com"
yeah i don't really know what he did to it cos i was asleep when he came (at 12am).

won't be blogging as much from now.
because of WORK. hmmm.

there's an outing to snow city tmr,
so i'll have to go as well.
and next week its wild wild wet.
haven't been there yet, so i guess its a good chance.

alright, i can't wait to bleach my hair now.
mom says i hafta wait cos it'll damage my hair (i just dyed it).

i've already removed my naval stud. ):

ok my dad is the ULTIMATE BITCH
daniel msg me bout what he said during work,
and i was uber infuriated!
i'm damn pissed with That Man, ok.
ARGH.
no one in this family understands the mentality of That Man.
ok, nuff' said.

goodBYE.

2004-12-06T19:59:00.000+08:00

retailed therapy yesterday.
did some sums. i spent 217 bucks in 3 days.
and thats exclusive of my watch and jeans and perfume. ):
yes, i sososoSO want that Very Irresistible Givenchy.
i will get it when i get my paycheck. -beams

work today was great.
did nothing much but type.
sat in fronta the com from 8.30 am till 7pm.
there are many extremely adorable kids there.
i so wanna hug them. ((:

bought hair bleach yesterday.
i think its not very worth it to go to a salon for highlights, for now.

the more i look at my newly-bought pointed heels,
the more i love it.
yesyesyes.

i wonder how's gf doing now,
at this time of the year (not MONTH!)

omg, vernice is the cutest being on earth.
she sings Simple Plan's welcome to my life!
and its currently her fav song.
she's so dammit adorable larh. (i know alvin's gushing now. HAHA)

Very Irresistible Givenchy!

2004-12-04T20:43:00.000+08:00

am FINALLY back.

reason for hiatus: gonggong passed away on the 22nd (which is on the last day of Os larh)
so yeah. was busy the whole week attending the wake and all.

i think it happened too fast. we all expected him to last for at least another 2 days.
but he left on that very day he came back from the hospital.
it was very saddening. -sighs.

it's been 2 weeks since his "departure" but i haven't gotten over his death.
its not like as if i'm close to him either. hmmm.
if my maternal grandparents were to go, i'll take months to get over it, really.

i have too much stuff to say, so i'll keep things short and random anyway.

aunt chris confirmed the job at the child care centre. yay!
i'm employed!
went for a trial on thursday and felt it was pretty ok.
i feel so motherly while working. HAHA.

haven't got a chance to go out with girlfriends yet.
jackie seems busy.
kat has to work.
and ching's in KOREA! -pouts.

went to a salon at rochor yesterday to get my hair done.
dyed and cut it.
however, i don't really like the colour. feel like doing it again. (feeling rich. HAHA)
mom permed her hair and sis rebonded hers.
new image for everyone. (:

chatted with alvin last night and i reckon he's obsessed with vernice.
he should just marry her larh. HAHA.

during the wake, uncle john mentioned bout sending shawn and shayne to australia for sec school.
he's asking some cousins along, so that he can buy an apartment there for all who wants to go.
and droweth (spell?)(the maid) will go over as well.
sophia, michelle and i are interested.
but i can't afford to wait for the boys to finish their PSLE.
so mom suggested that i get my poly diploma, work for a few years, then she'll send me over, alone.
i wanna get into university of new south wales. -beams.

hmmm. i feel like removing my naval stud.
don't feel like having a piercing there.
i'll see.

oooh yes. i finally got my 1 star in kayaking.
went with GB. after 4 long years of orientation course, its 1 star!
narene pushed me into the 1.2m deep pool and i hurt my ankle.
-glares at her.

did a lil retail therapy. not satisfied at all.
its like, there isn't any sense of satisfaction larh.
am intending to buy a fossil/dkny/diesel watch,
and perhaps a G-star jeans.
one pair costs like 200-300 bucks. woohoo!

messages to treasured humans
jackie: GF! i'm sosoSO glad we can go out next weekend! i'm missing you right here.

ching: you won't get to read this till you're back in sgp. but anyhow, we'll go for intense retail therapy kay? and maybe some clubbing? -clears throat.

kat: darling, i know i owe you a birthday party. tell me when's your off day and we'll celebrate your extremely belated sweet 16. (:

i like Edna from The Incredibles. so darn cute please.

2004-11-23T23:27:00.000+08:00

ATTENTION!
those who wanna go prom but haven't paid up, pls msg me. i'll sell my ticket to you at 40 bucks!

2004-11-23T23:02:00.000+08:00

will be going on a short hiatus till friday,
then i'll blog in detail.

byebye

2004-11-21T14:27:00.000+08:00

ching and i didn't get to watch The Incredibles yesterday cos the tix were sold out!
dang!
and that timid girl didn't wanna watch Saw.
so then we wenta grab a bite at Secret Recipe (at PS).
the cheesecake was fab!
hmmm. its been a long time since wenjing bought one for me.
then we shared one chocolate sundae and had problems finishing.

shopped around and headed to cine for neos.
ok our neos were pretty screwed cos we didn't have enough time decorating.
damn. my deco skills have de-proved!
i used to do it damn fast. i needa take more neos to practise! (HAHA)

walked around town and our feet were literally killing us.
cos we're both in heels.
yes, never wear heels to shop.
then we kept changing heels along the way.
we couldn't take it anymore and bought flip flops.
i love my bling-bling flip flops. ((:
though ching already changed shoes, her new flipflops were still killing her.
then we changed flipflops upteen times again.

wenta FEP to look for her dress and my heels.
i reckon the heels that i had been eyeing on is too high!
i don't wanna ever sprain my ankle and fall while wearing it.
saw a couple of pretty nice heels. will get them another day.
ching tried like 20 over dresses before settling for one at Shibuya.

mom insisted that aunt pagon not lend me her necklace and earrings,
cos its real diamond and she's afraid i might get robbed.
-rolls eyes. oh whatever.

ok this is the ultimate larh.
i have no accessories, no bag, no heels.
mom asked me to buy them myself but i don't want to.
its not practical larh.
i've yet to call all my aunts for bag loans.
and i have to settle everything by wednesday.

tmr's the mcq paper and i'm gonna mug soon.
though its only mcq but i shan't be complacent.

oh yes. ching's going KOREAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!
omg i so wanna squeeze into her luggage and be flown there!
wenyi and aunt huimin are going too.
this is infuriating! (i don't know why)
great. i'm not going for a vacation this year.
but i swear i'll set foot on ClubMed before poly starts.

bought lingerie the other day.
there're like sequins by the side. so chic.
there you go, sequined lingerie.
haha.

between The Babes...
me: omg if you're going to Lotte World you better sit the drop thingy, or you'll regret all your life!
jac: yeah i didn't get to sit that in Australia and i regretted.
ching: no i think if i sit that, i'll regret all my life!

ching's timid larh. haha.

i frigging miss korea and wanna go again!

2004-11-21T14:26:00.000+08:00

my bling-bling flip flops. i'm lovin it. (:

2004-11-20T09:59:00.000+08:00

tanning with The Babes yesterday.
the sun was good babeh!
we got all red/black/burnt.

however, i still haven't gotten rid of That Line.
argh.
tanning was fun. jackie and i had the minimum-est tan. (HAHA).
jackie, right?
and then i fed them melted raisin chocolates
and milo cornflakes (that my lil girl gave me. how sweet!)

anyway, headed down to the hospital with mom and all.
yeah i go there every single day. hmmm.
daniel was there. oh jeez i haven't seen him like since, don't know when.
i reckon he's a heavy smoker. -shakes head.

i need to go for some intense retail therapy.
there're so many frigging things i needa get.
i haven't settled my prom bag yet!
i don't wanna buy cos its not very practical, no?
ok i'm gonna call up all my aunts and ask for bag loans.

the more i look at that pair of heels, the more i love it.

will be out with ching later.
we're watching The Incredibles!
YAY!

aunt chris sorta got me job (shall not mention what it is).
i was afraid the pay might me low so dad said he'll request for her to pay me $***.
HAHA. i did some calculations and $*** would be really great.
it'll be the ultimate if she wants to employ The Babes as well.
then we can all work together! (which i think is highyly possible).

alright,
BYE

2004-11-19T22:31:00.000+08:00

ok my chatterbox will be gone for awhile.
my html is pretty screwed.

ok i'm actually quite lazy to blog about what happened today, and i'm quite tired already.

will blog another day.

2004-11-18T21:20:00.000+08:00

if i could be like that
i would give anything
just to live one day
in those shoes
if i could be like that
what would i do?
-3 doors down, be like that

if i could fall into the sky
do you think time would pass me by?
cos you know i'd walk a thousand miles
if i can just see you, tonight

its always times like this,
when i think of you and
i wonder if you ever think of me
-vanessa carlton, thousand miles

you almost always pick the best times
to drop the worst lines
you almost made me cry again this time
another false alarm
red flashing lights
well this time i'm not going to watch myself die

i think i made it a game to play your game
and let myself cry
i buried myself alive on the inside
so i can shut you out
and let you go away for a long time
-the used, buried myself alive

you can buy me diamonds
you can buy me pearls
take me on a cruise around the world
baby you know i'm worth it
dinner lit by candles
run my bubble bath
make love tenderly to last and last
baby you know i'm worth it

cos a real man knows a real woman
when he sees her
and a real woman knows a real man
ain't afraid to please her
and a real woman knows a real man
always comes first
and a real man just can't deny a woman's worth
-a keys, a woman's worth

2004-11-17T13:17:00.000+08:00

argh. i typed out an entry and my com had to screw up.

grandpa's in hospital again.
he was discharged on monday and admitted yesterday morning.
mom said he looked like he could just die on the spot.
they wanted to call 995 but grandma refused.
she'd rather him dying at home than at the hospital.
oh gosh.

geog was pretty easy.
development was the best larh.
i think i did that quite well,
so i'm expecting a 20/25 for that.

i'm so dreading tmr's amath.
i don't know what time's wenjing coming and i needa visit grandpa.
she's always not replying.
argh.

ooooh. catched CSI last night.
it was great.
i'm a new found CSI fan, officially.
oh and there's amazing race tonight.
i've always loved amazing race.
right. i doubt i'll have time for amath today.
greatttttt.

bought sushi just now, instead of cheesecake.
i was at cold storage (my fav store. HAHA) and i was uber tempte by the salmon sushi. oh yes!

HAPPY SWEET 6TEEN TO KAT
hey darling, finally 16 eh?
continue being my full-time rapist and sex goddess (HAHA)
yes, we'll go out SOON and have a sperm-whale of a time.
then maybe i'll let you rape me? rofl.
ilu* to the itsy bits. smoochies babeh! ((:

2004-11-15T13:43:00.000+08:00

aunt pagon and uncle LC came yesterday.
she's gonna lend me her necklace/earrings and corset bra(that she used for her wedding) for prom.
so i only have to settle my bag and heels. great.

oh yeah, and my mom will be able to drive us(jac, chingy and me) to aunt cat's place for manicure.
this is fab, cos she'll probably pay for my mani and pedicure too. HA.

gabe's just confirmed with me that there was an error in our bio paper.
the stupid eye question. i knew it!
this is fantastic larh. cos they'll give everyone full marks for that question.
but then again, its not very fair towards those who truly know how to do that question.
but anyhow, i knew how to do it larh.

america's next top model:
1.tyra banks looks like a porn star
2.shandy looks uber anorexic(or maybe she is?)
3.i like yoanna.

haven't been mugging these few days.
will do the 2 paper 2s at the back.
upon completion, i would have roughly finished the whole tys.
sense of satisfaction: 9/10.

i want cheesecake.

they're coming back today...

2004-11-13T20:24:00.000+08:00

please ignore the previous entry.
i was really pissed at that moment.

mom and dad drove me and sis to the hospital just now.
but before that we went to this shop, that grandpa(the one in the hosp. by the way, he's my paternal grandpa) left for dad and my uncle.

so they just collect the rent from the tenant every month.
good money, huh?

then mom told me bout some "family politics".
i think some of my aunties are not very erm, upright?
they're so money-minded.
its like, if you wanna buy property and a car, you buy it with your own money, and not asking from your elderly parents, right?
i really don't know what they're thinking man.
its like, you're just living off your parents at such an old age.
i bet some of them are like contacting the family lawyer already.
-shakes head.

mom told me more stuff that i didn't know.
ok so now i kinda have property under my name also. HA.
i'm not rich larh, really. HAHA.

headed to the hospital, alone.
and i was alone while i was there.
grandpa's looking fine, and i'm glad.
he wasn't on drip, neither was he dependent on the oxy tank.

apparently, he pulled out the tube that was inserted through his nose down his throat. (very gross, i know)
then the nurses and doc came, cos the tube had to be in there so that the milk could be poured down through it. (very gross too)
so then they drew the curtains (?) and inserted the tube in.
the poor man was shouting in pain. its like, i could feel his pain.
then i couldn't take it anymore and i went to the toilet to cry.

there, i heard him calling my grandma's name.
i was kinda wow-ed, cos the first person he called out to while in pain was my grandma.
and after he was conscious, the only person he could recognise is her.

the love between this old couple cannot be compared to whatever loves stories.
this is real.
i was pretty much touched, seriously.

ok, enough of me sounding so emotional and like the world's gonna end.

met up with ching after that.
headed to town, in search of her prom dress and my heels.
i still cannot find my perfect pair of heels.
how irritating.
then we had dinner at our Usual Spot (haha), and headed home.

alright, i think johnathan (my dear cousin) has really nice eyes.

i'm a rich kid. ((:

2004-11-12T14:10:00.000+08:00

c'mon. i'm 16 already, not 6.
i'm no longer your baby girl who's so dependent on you and who needs your TLC (tender loving care) 24/7.

i've grown, physically, mentally and spiritually.
you gotta let go of your grip now.
like i said, i'm not your baby girl anymore.
you are really irritating. and i mean it.

you really take my guai-ness for granted man.
what am i to you huh?
a goody-two-shoes?

you're the no.1 irritant on my Irritants List.
i try to respect you, but what kinda respect have you given to me?

you keep poking your damn nose into every single thing i do.
i need some frigging privacy can.
you control my life, like its yours.
i'm living my life, not you!

drats. this pms thingy is really getting into me.
pms always makes me cry.

~~i'm gonna rebel, soon.~~
you 2 are really taking my guai-ness for granted larh.
i cannot take it anymore.
for the 16 years of my pretty much screwed life, i have never rebelled before.
i put up a super guai front for your pleasure's sake,
and now you really really take it for granted huh?

i have never disappointed you once. (ok maybe only once, last year)
everytime i feel like i'm living my life for you,
not for my own.

my anger meter is rated 9.5/10 now.
don't blame me for whatever happens later on.

if only i was born american-indian.
(ok that was irrelevant/making not much sense)

.......................................................................

2004-11-11T22:08:00.000+08:00

i forgot to add this.

i'm gonna dump my school uni and shoes, and whatsoever books that cannot be passed to my sis on the last day, which is the 22nd.

HAHA.

2004-11-11T21:58:00.000+08:00

grandpa's not so fine. but he seems fine though.
however, we all know he's not gonna make it.
-takes a deep breath.

this is really bad.
-takes another deep breath.

bio was pretty alright, except for the structured part.
it was quite tough and i was extremely baffled by the eye question.
i asked chua after that and he told me why.
its totally sth that none of us know, so all will do badly for that question,
except for some RI kids, with The Brains.
on a lighter note, i think i handled the whole paper quite well.

watched SG idol just now.
i like sly, period.

and i'm gonna watch the bollywood/hollywood now.
i'm so in love with bollywood movies, really.
think: coconut trees and ladies with heavy black kohl liner.

i wanna go tanning, but not in a mood to do so.

thanks to all who tagged on my taggie.
i'm fine. thanks. (:

2004-11-09T14:46:00.000+08:00

grandpa's going soon....

his brain is shrinking, his kidney's are failing, his lungs are infected.
all his organs are not functioning well.
he may just go anytime from now....

i had wanted to go visit him at home a few weeks ago, but i procrastinated.
it was all NATO. (no action talk only)
because i procrastinated, now i have to visit him in the hospital, on his deathbed.

i'll be going over tmr, after the bio paper.
i hope by then i can still see him, alive and kicking.

if he were really to go at this point of time, it'll be so wrong.
how am i supposed to concentrate on studying?

i'm feeling damn emotional now.
i cannot control my tears....

grandpa, please don't go, will you?

2004-11-09T10:33:00.000+08:00

am in a foul mood now.
pms-ing now.
moodswinging now.
moodswung just now.

aiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
i really think some people are very insensitive.
its like as if they lost their senses, or rather, they don't have much common sense at that point of time.
it really gets into me. its irritating.

and some people don't do the right things at the right time.
don't they know that its never right to offend a girl when she's pms-ing?
this is very funny, cos a girl actually tries to offend another girl who's pms-ing.
i mean, doesn't she know how it feels like to be pms-ing?
like what i said, insensitive.

and i really don't like you larh.
you're pretty ~~fly~~gross for a white guy.
(very random, i know)

sometimes, i just like to be alone, really.
for example, going home alone and going to sch alone. (kat, this does not apply to you, and, i hope jh and hui are reading this and understand)
and you happen to walk home with me and i keep very quiet, it means i wished that you would just go away and leave me alone and that i think you're annoying.
and when i don't talk to you for a moment or show you an extremely screwed face, it means i'm pissed by you and you should just shut up.

LEAVE ME ALONE.

please learn to do the right things only at the right time. learn, and grow up.

shits. grandad is in hospital, again.
mom and dad went to visit him.
i hope everything's fine over there.
i hope nth happens.
if sth does happen, things are really gonna get complicated.
its gonna be all about money and will.
people are damn money-face larh.
but, who isn't?

BYE BYE and GOOD NIGHT.

2004-11-08T13:31:00.000+08:00

emath was fab, i must say.
it was really easy, and i wonder why.
ms foo predicted that it'll be a tough paper cos paper1 was easy.
well, i'm relaly glad it turned out fine.
i'm expecting a B3, since my math really does suck THIS much.

grams came over on saturday night.
haven't seen her for ages cos i wasn't able to take out time to go visit her due to the Os.
so anyways, while i was studying yesterday afternoon, she came into my room.
then she told my sister and i some stories of the past.
man, there were so many things i didn't know.

i didn't know that my great grandad re-married, which means i have a step great grandmother.
i didn't know that my grandma was kinda ill-treated to an extent by her stepmom.
i didn't know that my grandad remarried, and that my grandma's the second wife, which also means i have a step grandmother.

oh no, i don't wanna accept anyone else as my grandma and great grandma besides the one with blood relations with me.
wait, so i'm like a step grand daughter to my grandad?! wth.
ok but my grandad and great grandad only re-married cos their real wives passed away.
but anyway, i don't know why, but i feel, very weird.

i think people of the past are kinda, complicated, no?
its a very funny feeling that others will not understand.
ok, i'm not exactly making much sense.

anyway, i think that my grandma went through alot.
thats why i really respect her and love her. (this is sounding super emo)
her real mom passed away during WWII. she was only 12 then.
after that, she only went to primary sch for a few years, and was not allowed to continue anymore.
when she was in her late teens, or early 20s, she was chased outta the house by her step mom and had to work.
then she met my grandad, whom she regretted marrying.
when i was listening to her story, i wanted to cry, really.
it sounded like the Chinese Cinderella.

is it really true that men usually change after they get married?
i have 2 real life examples here; my dad and grandad.

why do people wanna remarry?

2004-11-06T13:01:00.000+08:00

i can finally blog.
there was some prob with blogger yesterday.

ok so amath was pretty alright. its not that tough.
but, i was super careless!
so much so that i just feel like stabbing myself.
i got uber frustrated.
you know, its like, you know how to do, but you're just being super careless and that will eventually cause loss of marks.
its damn frustrating can.
argh.

i was so pleased that friday had finally come.
i had been anticipating for friday to arrive, so i can rest.
so when i reached home, i had a 6 hour nap.
woohoo! its just the best please.
this shows how exhausted and sleep-deprived i am.

gabe told me bout his devious plan the other night.
haha. that guy's sucha romantic larh.

i slacked throughout the whole of yesterday and i'm feeling damn guilty now.
will be studying emath and chem later.
then wenjing will be coming tmr for emath, and after that i'll read through bio.

anyways, i had my lovey-dovey cheesecake yesterday. (i know jackie's jealous about it)

i've got nth to blog already.
bye.

2004-11-03T21:49:00.000+08:00

hohoho.

i think the english and phy paper was easy.
english was fab. i wrote about the shopping mall, cos i think its the easiest already.
i wrote about suntec and angie wrote about taka.
she said that taka has everything, from a cinema, to shops.
lol. since when was there a cinema at taka?

phy is actually not THAT easy, neither is it THAT tough.
i think its like quite tricky, no?

SS was even better yesterday.
all the themes that we studied came out.
its the best larh. i think all of us will ace in seq, since we got the same set of notes.
however, sbq's quite tough, to an extend.

ok i need to bitch about what happened today after the english paper.
so, we're supposed to hand in all the question paper right?
but apparently, some people didn't hand in, or rather, the invigilators didn't collect!
i swear i saw it with my own eyes that some of them didn't collect the papers.
so the chief invigilator (?) asked us to surrender.
believe it or not, we spent like 40mins in the hall, just waiting for people to surrender.
they even had to check our bags. like wth.
so time-wasting and time-consuming can. argh.
i'm starting to get a lil pissed by that chief invigilator already.
i wonder what school they're from.

emath paper one tmr.
i think i'll just die while doing it.

i've been chionging math like crazy for the past few days.
its both emath and amath.
wenjing's coming tmr to go through amath, and sadly, i haven't finished!
i'm still left with a part of rate of change, integration and area under curve.

i wonder how gf's doing.

if only math wasn't invented/created.

i think i'll turn in now.
i have been up since 33o am.
BYE.

2004-11-02T11:29:00.000+08:00

YOU'RE REALLY DAMN DISGUSTING PLEASE.
GOSH, YOUR DISGUSTINGLY DISGUST IS TOO MUCH FOR EVERYONE TO HANDLE.
WHY WERE YOU EVEN BORN?

2004-11-02T11:17:00.000+08:00

ok i don't wanna blog about the papers, unless i see a need to do so.
20 more days before i burn my books.
i'll be waiting.

am real vexed and stressed now.
am very tireddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd.
i don't wanna studyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
why am i typing like thattttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt?

your fuglyness is to much for me to handle.

that was indeed random.

i needa go for a nap, or i'll break down.
ji lao cheng ji and beng kui (inside joke)
fcuk chinese larh.

moodswinging now.
everyone stay away from me.

you've got a fugly smile. stop thinking its nice.

full of randomness.

i need a hug, from anyone; just to make me feel better.

question 1: did you ever feel like breaking down? did you ever feel out of place? like somehow you just down belong, and no one understands you?
answer: yes

question 2: did you ever wanna run away? did you lock yourself in the room, with the radio on turned up so loud and no one hears you screaming?
answer: yes

SCREW YOU!

2004-11-01T16:21:00.000+08:00

oh my gosh. the chinese paper was KILLER.
i opened the first page and stared at the 3rd and last question of the first part.
so damn tough please. i hope those higher chinese people don't do well. i seriously hope so.
i teared while doing the paper cos i fcuking studied so hard and only funny looking words come out.
moreover, i was running a slight fever.
it was THAT bad.

now, all thats in me is just disappointment and frustration.
my retaking is equivalent to not retaking, cos i know i'll never do better than the first time.
so there you go, i can sorta confirm my chinese is a fcuking B3!
i don't want can. i want my bloody a1, not b3.
i think ching and i are gonna be disapointed, again.

anyway, gayne, hweeying and esther sent me some really encouraging msgs last.
thanks guys. (:
i miss you people so much! especially gayne and hweeying.
gayne must be partying her arse off, now that her Ns are over.

ok fangying's telling me that they're going for a hol this 10th to 15th
and it reminds me of our holiday to korea last year.
man, i miss everything there.

i think i'm stressing myself out.
they said i need more rest, but i can't afford to.
once i rest, i'll be dead.

ok i needa go memorise all the social studies shit for tmr.
i pray and hope it'll not be that tough.

>>the ataris - girls are fucking evil

2004-10-30T19:10:00.000+08:00

its a funny feeling i've got inside me

i don't exactly know what it is
it feels weird
its bugging me

there are too many things around in my mind
i just want everything single thing to be erased
so i can feel fresh again

those weird feelings and thoughts
please go away
don't bug me anymore
i wanna be alone

please
just
stay
away
from
me

2004-10-29T11:51:00.000+08:00

went to sch today, unwillingly.
its such a waste of time.
we just went for some briefing for the Os and we had to clean the classroom.
they gave us some detergent and whatnots to remove all scribbles from the desks.
well, i didn't do any cleaning at all. ha. am lazy larh.

chatted with the girls. talked about getting a job.
yeah. i gotta work to earn THIS much cash.
and then of cos, we bitched; and had a great laugh.

yesterday was the most unproductive day.
i merely completed the remaining questions from the emath tys and watched telly from 10 till 1.
someone please tell me that i need to really stick my arse to the chair.

or maybe i should just burn the notes and drink it with water; put books under my pillow so the info can diffuse into my brains; put notes in the prayer room? (quote unquote: ms kaur)

wenjing's coming over later, and on sunday again.
so that means i'll need to finish the whole amath tys by sunday so i can clarify my doubts with her.
oh man, thats like alot, and i mean, really alot.

am outta here!

>>the ataris - so long astoria

2004-10-28T17:25:00.001+08:00

this is the second time i claim i'll be going on hiatus, but i still blog.

bio practical today was easy peasy!
but i was very disgusted by the fact that we had to use urine in our experiments.
major yuck please!

and that piece of smelly-socks prawn was indeed smelly.
i think i'm gonna stay away from prawns for some time.

lunched with jac and aidil joined us.
well he's fasting, so he's basically watching us eat.
he's a damn funny piece of crap.
to him, chicken is like his world. total crap man.

i went to reserve the dress that i saw at metro the other day.
the more i look at it, the more i like it. ha.
moreover, the price slashed from 70 to 40.
think i'll go get it tmr.

i managed to psycho yuhchu and ching to go for prom!
and tom's going too! he's sitting with us. ((:

i actually thought of doing my make-up at the Givenchy counter cos its like cheap!
only 35buckeroooooooos. compared to i nuovi and whatnots, its considered cheap.
but then again, i'm on a very tight budget so i decided to do my own make-up.

i think i've been really hardworking this week, no?
i've completed all subjects except for amath and geog.
geog is gonna be easy peasy.
and i only have 3 chaps left for amath.
but i haven't done all the questions from the tys yet!! '
that's gonna take me like 2 to 3 days for the whole book.

ogays, so i'm gonna go now, to do amath.
and maybe a lil physics.
i shall be an extremely good girl now.

>> nine days - story of a girl

2004-10-25T16:44:00.001+08:00

OFFICIALLY ON HIATUS

SO LONG, GOODBYE!

2004-10-25T16:44:00.000+08:00

my first paper starts next monday.
shits. so damn fast can.
am nerrrrrrrrrrrvous.

i've been hardworking, i think.
did emath for the whole of yesterday.
did question from the tys, from 1998 onwards.
stayed up till 2am.
still left with probability,vectors, transformation and number pattern.
i'm satisfied, i think.

my progress so far...
chi: completed. gonna go through again next sun.
emath: as above.
amath: left with integration, vectors, kinematics and velocity.
ss: done. will go through again.
geog: haven't started! -slaps forehead
chem: currently at chap 9. will complete whole book by today
phy: untouched. i think i shld die.
bio: done.

so is that good or not?

i'll sleep late and wake up early from now to maximise my study time.
and also increase caffeine intake. thats a must.
bed time: 2am
rise and shine: 10am

that's like only 8hours of sleep!!!
say hello to eyebags and dark eye circles.

ogays i gotta resume my chem now.

goooooooood byeeeeeeeeeee.

2004-10-23T20:25:00.000+08:00

more pics up in graduation*

2004-10-21T22:28:00.000+08:00

decided to blog a lil and resume my mugging.

had real solid sleep yesterday.
slept from 4pm to 83oam this morning.
that's like 16hrs! haha.
i felt very energised and all charged!

ok here's daniel's msg to the class in the yearbook

To my class of 4a3

Through you, i revisited my youth
And saw myself in your faces.
As i stood with you,
I felt,
The joy in your triumps,
Sorrow when you were lost,
Anxiety when you were nonchalant,
Gratitude when you cared,
Pride as you matured.
Your faces bring comfort,
They reflect the worth of my action.
I will remember,
Not the class of forty
But the clique of forty-one.

Mr Daniel Chua

i cried when i read it, seriously.
i think its because i've known him for 3years already.

"Not the class of forty, but the clique of forty-one"
oh man. i'm not gonna forget this.

his msg for me
always be yourself
always do what you want
never let anyone tell you otherwise!
keep on smiling

i got really lovely msgs in my yearbook.

i'll miss 4a3 so much.
i'll miss the really dumb times we had.
i'll miss the times when we mocked and dissed chengze. HA.
i'll miss all the laughter we had and heated arguments they had.
i'll miss our complaints about mag foo, bohtua and the other teachers.
i'll miss us boycotting the remedials. (did we?)
i'll miss every living soul in 4a3. maybe except, chengze?
i'll miss the dead lizard at our back door too. haha.

2004-10-21T10:50:00.000+08:00

pic uploaded under gradution* and tanning*

2004-10-20T14:48:00.000+08:00

went towning yesterday.
watched The Ladykillers. damn funny.
very vulgar too. you can hear all the "motherfucker" and "fuck you".
tom hanks was really cute.

shopped ard, trying to look for a prom dress.
ha. its a lil too early, but i was just looking ard.

headed to suntec to meet my mom.
celebrated aunt erica's birthday at Rice Table (wenjing's workplace).
she said she'd give us a discount. ha.
the resataurant's deco's really nice. the ambience was all cool.
wenjing's manager is really erm, cute. haha.
he was very nice too. (:

so, today was Graduation Day.
and we all cried, as expected.
and our pics were on the video. so maluating can.
jackie and my pic is in the last page of the yearbook.
its not THAT bad though.

aft the ceremony we went back to class.
everyone was going ard signing autographs and taking pics.
all of us were so damn busy.
ok then sherwin hugged me. /:
it was like in a "joking" way. but then again!
how could he!!!!!
but i decided not to get pissed with him, on account that he's my 7year friend.

took lotsa pics with the people in class.
gosh, i'm gonna miss tom so much!
although he's always irritating me, but he makes me laugh most of the times.
i'm feeling all nostalgic already.

ogays. i'm so tired now. i'm gonna sleeeeeep.

>> the used - taste of ink

2004-10-19T10:10:00.000+08:00

woke up at 93oam this morning.
its so early because i had a 3hour nap yesterday afternoon for which i slept from 43opm to 73opm.
i wanted to sleep till the next morning but i just had to catch pearl harbour.

pearl harbour was just fab please.
josh hartnett's dammit hottttttttttt. (((:
but he died in the end.
i think the gap between josh's two front teeth is so frigging cute please!
and his eyes are to die for.
ogays. 'nuff said.

practical wasn't THAT bad.
i think physics's the easiest.
chem was a lil tough, but i think i managed to get it.
am so glad i didn't screw it up again.

quarantine in the hall was bad.
i think so far, only gabe knows why.
and the heat was sucky please. so damn hot!
brought my cam cos jackie wanted to do some video thingy.
we bought food and had our mini picnic.
basically, i didn't study at all for that 3hours.
i was just talking ard and playing.

sometimes i don't know how to end an entry.
so, BYEBYE!

>>mr big - be with you

2004-10-17T16:57:00.000+08:00

small, simple, safe price
rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets
this is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes and heals
and i'm not afraid to die
i'm not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight
i want the pain of payment
what's left but a section of pigmy size cuts?
much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks
would you be my little cut?
would you be my thousand fucks?
and make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid
to fill, and spill, over and under my thoughts
my sad, sorry, selfish cries to the cutter
i'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart
love is not like anything
especially a fucking knife

>>the used - i'm a fake

2004-10-17T14:40:00.000+08:00

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEEN TO JH!

2004-10-16T16:02:00.000+08:00

ok i was being a lil grouchy and stuff but nicholas made me laugh.

[N]ick-`//Everything is over.... says:
wtf. he rather take some skinny monkey with teeth popping out than a high sex drive gal.

ok that was very funny, to me.

ogays. i need to thank gabe again.
gabe: hey pal! thank you so much. i really appreciate all your help alot. its been really nice talking you and you were always there, on msn, that is. i always feel very consoled after talking to you. thanks. -gives you some friend love.

then maybe i shld thanks nic too? he's always jealous i don't include him. haha
nic: ok larhhhhh. thanks alot larhhhh. please sense the unwillingness. haha. ok, you're a really nice friend. you always make me laugh with your very crappy jokes. eh, but sometimes you really nag too much! but anyhow,thanks so much auntie nic. -grins.

>>3 doors down - be like that

2004-10-16T14:36:00.000+08:00

YOU! YES YOU!

YOU ARE SUCH A GOD DAMN BASTARD.

YOU SHOULD JUST ROT AND BURN IN HELL.

YOU REALLY SHOULD MAN.

YOU SHOULD JUST DIE NOW AND NO ONE WILL EVEN BOTHER COS

YOU'RE SUCH A WUSS.

YOU'RE JUST ONE FUCKING LIAR.

LIEING IS ALL YOU CAN DO AYE?

YOU'RE A PIECE OF FUCKING SHIT.

NO DOUBT BOUT THAT.

YOU'RE JUST A PLAIN DUMB FUCK.

YOU FUCKING MORON!

SO I'M LIKE THE LAST PERSON TO KNOW?

THANK YOU SO MUCH!

WHAT YOU DID WILL BE FUCKINGLY APPRECIATED BY ME.

THANK YOU SO FUCKING MUCH PLEASE.

NOW I REALLY WANNA STICK YOUR FUCK FACE INTO A PILE OF ~~MUD~~SHIT.

BUT I'M GLAD I CAME UP WITH A DECISION BEFORE I ACTUALLY FOUND OUT BOUT WHAT THIS FUCKER DID.

5566 RAWKS aNd pEoPLeX wHo tYpE LiKe ThiS aRe So FuCKiNg cOoLx

2004-10-14T19:21:00.000+08:00

people that i miss:

1. naf
2. olivia (omg, where are you?!)
3. grace p
4. celine
5. jiayi
6. my gayne!
7. angelina (where are you too?!)
8. david
9. raymond
10. kaiyin
11. i don't really know

ok that was very random but these people came to my mind suddenly!

2004-10-14T18:59:00.000+08:00

haven't really been doing hardcore mugging.
but i will try my best.

went up with jackie just now.
she passed me lotsa notes from school together with my entryproof.
yeah it flew outta my window miraculously.
then met gabe to pass him his PJ album.

ok my whole day wasn't very eventful.
in fact, the rest of the days aren't gonna be eventful either.
i realise i'm making not much sense.

science practical next monday.
i hope i won't screw things up again. if not i can just go bang wall.

last night's chat with kat was funny.
she's sad. i'm sad. we're sad.
so we decided to turn crooked and become PLs.
we reckon we will love each other alot and not hurt each other in any ways cos we understand each other very well.

ogays. i think i better go mug now.
hope i can stay up till 12.

wouldn't it be nice if we were older
then we wouldn'y have to wait so long
and wouldn't it be nice to live together
in the kind of world where we belong

wouldn't it be nice if we could wake up
in the morning when the day is new
and after having spent the day together
hold each other close the whole night through

2004-10-11T18:22:00.000+08:00

i'm surfing the sites of Angsana Tree, Clubmed and Banyan Tree.
all are 6 star beach resorts.
i don't know why am i surfing at their site when i'm supposed to be mugging..
oh well.

omg. i so wanna go to any of these resorts.
the beach is so yummy and the spa is like wow!

spa at Banyan Tree Maldives.

look at the water! this is at Banyan Tree Maldives.

spa at Angsana Tree Bintan.

ahhhh. the beach at Clubmed Bora Bora, Tahiti.

the pool at Clubmed Mauritius.

oh man. i make sure i set foot on one of these resorts after the Os.
holiday, anyone? ((:

2004-10-11T16:42:00.000+08:00

to kat:
hey darling. i'll be there for you always too. ilu* -grabs you and plants 2 ultra wet kisses on your cheeks. ((:

2004-10-11T16:03:00.000+08:00

my last day of sch today. won't be going anymore till graduation day.

mr yeo told jackie and i that he has our pic blown up in the yearbook.
he calls us his "opss poster girls". riiiiiight.
the pic better not be ugly looking.

so, about my piercing. it went alright. wasn't that painful.
ching and i went to the tattoo shop at FEP.
the guys there are really nice and friendly, though they look scary with their tats and piercings and all.

me to ching: eh, if later i cry how?
the guy: nvm. if you cry, we hug hug.

how cute. the piercer's really nice.

so anyway, ching and i were really freaking out while we were waiting for our studs to be sterilised.
we were really really scared.
we went into the room together. i pierced my naval first.
i lay on the dentist chair and held on to ching's hand.
i was really damn nervous please.
then when the guy pierced the needle through, i uttered a "fuck".
haha. it wasn't THAT painful, but i cld feel the needle going through.
then it was ching's turn. she was nervous too.
then while holding on to her hand damn tightly, i felt dizzy and almost black-ed out.
ha. i don't know why either.

poor ching. her naval bled and had to be bandaged.
my naval is now in a good condition.
i hope it heals soon, so i can changed the stud.
saw really pretty dangling ones while surfing yest.

baby cakes, you just don't know how i like it down low.
i just want you to know that i think our love will grow.
will take it step by step
because i'm not something you own

>>3 of a kind - baby cakes

2004-10-09T20:32:00.000+08:00

will blog about my piercing some other day.

so anyway, ching and i went tanning yest aft sch at our private bali resort.
unfortunately, there was no sun again
so screwed. its like for the past few days, the sun was out and shining.

we left the resort and headed to town.
walked ard FEP to look for tattoo and body piercing shops.
after we got our piercing we went to taka to get some yummy food to pamper ourselves.
bought some oh-so-yummylicious famous amos cookies on the way there.
bought venezia (ok i forgot the spelling) gelato. it was heavenlicious.
chilled awhile at taka before heading back home.

sth rather complicated happened this morning betw me and my mom.
shan't say it here. but then, things didn't turn out as complicated as i expected.
so yeah. i love my mom. ok that was very random.

gonna watch teevee and mug till late.

i heart you many many. ((:

2004-10-09T20:12:00.000+08:00

hellos! ((:

2004-10-07T17:10:00.000+08:00

was almost late for sch today cos i cldn't get a cab.
was lazy to take the train you see.
apparently, 2 cabs drove past me and they didn't see me at all!
i was like, WHAT?!
are they blind or what?

bumped into joyce and tom at the gate.
joyce cldn't find her PE shirt thats why she was late.

PE was fab today. played floorball. my fav.

ogays i reckon i miscalculated my L1R4 and L1R5.
see, i can't even do basic counting.
L1R4:23 L1R5:29
now that sounds/looks much better to me. (:

we'll not be having study leave till 2 weeks later!
but anyways fae and i will not be going to sch for the whole or next week.
we'd rather stay at home to study.
i'll get my mom to write a letter saying i need to attend my great grandma's funeral.
haha. well, she's already gone.

ching and i are going to pierce our naval tmr!
gosh, i'm scared!
i'm afraid i'll back out. haha.

>>the ataris - heaven is falling

2004-10-06T16:15:00.000+08:00

dinnered with nicholas last night.
he's a very very lame guy and he decided to spoil my perfect image of peaches. (inside joke)
peaches are yummy ok! -snarls

prelims results are like shit. literally.
i can't believe my L1R4 is actually more than yuhchu's and sherwin's.
i can't believe i really did that badly..
i'm not saying that they're lousy or anything like that, but usually i do better.
its all math's fault. i really really hate it please.
L1R4:29 (like fcuk sia) L1R5:36 (someone shoot me)

i failed chem. I FRIGGING FAILED CHEM
like wth. i put in so much effort and i failed.
utterly disappointed. -shakes head
i didn't do that bad for practical.
got 3 for physics. god knows why i even deserve 3 marks for a 90% blank paper. haha
chem pract was good. one of my best attempts.

english was good too. am satisfied with paper 1.
but i failed paper 2. the compre and summary screwed the whole thing up.
but anyways, it was still good. (:

ALICIA KEYS'S CONCERT IS TMR!
omg. i so wanna go!
but on the other hand, i'd rather be mugging.

time to mug real hard!

2004-10-05T18:20:00.000+08:00

got most of the results back.
all are damn shitty.
however, i only failed amath! and its d7!
i passed paper 1 with not-so-flying flying colours. 50/80. which is a b4.
i was really damn happy. its the best i've ever did!
i've improved since last year.
f9 to e8 to d7. ((:
am quite satisfied actually.

am very happy with my humans results.
passed emath with a c5. frigging lousy. ):
passed bio on the dot. 50.
ha i didn't study and still passed. but a pass is not good enough!
i hope if i studied i can get an a2.

tom's being uber cute nowadays.
his amath is the powerest please. 8half over 80. haha!
but his other subjects are kinda alright.

me: tom, i think i've fallen in love with you (i said it in a kidding tone)
tom: of cos. the world's only left with me, kawah and chengze. of cos you'd pick me!
me: -_-

then yesterday he was singing maroon5's she will be loved
tom: beauty queen of only seventeen...
me: HUH? beauty queen of what?!
tom: not seventeen meh?
me: ROFL. its eighteen can!
tom: aiya. eighteen and seveteen no diff what.

haha. he's really funny. he cracks me up everyday.
however, he always shoots me indirectly. -snarls
but i really like sitting beside him. ((:

oh man, the sun is really blazing nowadays.
really needa go tanning sometime soon.
perhaps tmr?

>>the used - blue and yellow

2004-10-04T16:46:00.000+08:00

people! click here and sign the petition if you want jeassea to be in the SG idol and jerry to be out!
if you support jeassea, the more you shld sign it!

2004-10-04T16:30:00.000+08:00

pg 76 of october's seventeen mag

seventeen question:
"why are guys so hung up on computer games that they play them almost 24/7?"

a guy's answer:
".... its a bit of male bonding thing. however, if a guy is attached, i think its quite bad if a girl has to watch her boyfriend play games all the time...."

2004-10-02T17:33:00.000+08:00

i don't act like a bimbo. i am not a bimbo.
cos i have brains, and i put them to good use.
but i must admit i'm quite bitchy.
so anyway, go ahead and bitch about me.

2004-09-30T18:11:00.000+08:00

new album:OP bazaar* and teacher's day '04*

2004-09-30T16:33:00.000+08:00

tanning with the 3 girls just now.
there was no sun at all.
how lovely eh?
we were all excited bout it then the sun had to go into hiding. /:

so anyway, we had alot of fun, even though there wasn't any sun
there was no one else except for like less than 5 ppl?
so we kinda owned the whole pool.
crapped and laughed like retards.

jac: fae and nic are the corrupted ones!
fae: eh no! nic is the corrupted one. she corrupted me!
me: yarh larhhhhhhhh.
see! i'm always seen as the dirty minded/horny/corrupted one.

went for lunch at macs aft that.
took very spas pics and we laughed like some total idiots.
walked around and we went into this shop selling g-strings
fae didn't wanna get one for syafiq. ):
and she didn't know that the elephant's trunk is meant for putting the dick in.
haha. damn funny.

then we continued walking ard and finally entered metro
yes metro sounds like some totally dumb departmental store but there're some real nice clothes in some hidden corners.
then fae spotted this Zara lookalike skirt.
we fell in love with it so we bought it.
i'm damn satisfied with my buy. (((:
ching bought it later on.
so now we 3 have the same skirt. but we're not wearing it out together.
spent alot of time in metro. tried on diff clothes and stuff.

ogays i am loving my skirt as much as i am loving YOU.

>>the ataris - beautiful mistake

2004-09-29T16:08:00.000+08:00

oh jeez. i think sth's really wrong with me.
i keep thinking bout balls and sex. damn
it must be the raging hormones. HAHA
i'm having a high sex drive.

2004-09-29T13:02:00.000+08:00

2 more minor papers to official end of prelims, but i consider it over and done with.
so yeah, PRELIMS ARE SO OVER!

slacked in the canteen with ching, jac and fae after the paper
we crapped alot.
and discussed abt balls.
apparently jackie's calling me horny but she's the one who came up with "licking salty balls"
we kept talking bout balls, balls and more balls.
fae and i kept ranting bout it while ching and jac just laughed away.
yeah so now i'm the horny one with a very high sex drive, no?

we were wondering how do balls feel like.
they told me to touch his*. like wth.
and Cleo mag says it feels like the skin at the elbow with your arm stretched out.
then, chua came into the canteen.
fae and i went to confirm with him and he said it feels abt the same.
haha. so now we know!
and he told us that its actually smooth skin
but bcos of the hair follicle, its rather rough.
man, i didn't know there were hair on balls!

ogays. so we're planning to go tanning tmr aft the paper
it better not rain. or we'll be very very unhappy girls.

>>new found glory - everything i do

2004-09-28T20:31:00.000+08:00

i forgot to blog about this.

jackie and i were standing in the parade square for morning assembly and giok walked towads me, staring hard at my bio notebook.
she actullay thought that today was the amath paper!
she was actually tearing already.
poor girl.
but at least its only the prelims.
if i were her and if it were the Os, i'd really really cry my eyes out.

oh yeah. accompanied xavier to get his whatever memory card thingy after the paper
he claims he doesn't know his way round but apparently he's the one leading me.

there's always one person that will always have your heart
you'll never see it coming cos you're blinded from the start
know that you're thar one for me
its clear for everyone to see
ooh baby ooh you'll always be my boo

>>usher feat alicia keys - my boo

2004-09-28T16:58:00.000+08:00

bio paper today was killer.
no, actually it will not be a killer if i had studied.
well, i chose not to study cos i wanted to see how much i can score without studying.
so obviously i'll most probably fail.
i was on the verge of crying while doing it cos, yeah i regretted not studying

i hate the MCQ menstruation question.
man, i spent so much time on that bloody question.
i hate menstruation, literally.

amath paper 2 tmr.
am having a low morale.
math suck!

ogays. prelims officially end on fri.
then there's exactly one month to the Os
i don't know whether i'm scared or not. but, oh well.

i can't wait for the Os to be over and done with!!!!

i'm insecure...

>>no use for a name - chasing rainbows

2004-09-28T16:38:00.000+08:00

new url.
guys, please change the link.